zenstateofmindwriter
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For someone who was used to winning, who had been told every day of her life how special she is, how she could do anything… For someone who was not used to failing, I’ve spent some years being psychologically mauled by my first rejections, first disappointments, first disapprovals, and yes, the stacked-up failures… But I’ve
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To wait is literally the scariest, and the loneliest feeling in the world. Waiting is so hard because you know waiting isn’t the problem. It’s the not knowing how long you’ll have to stand strong, how far along the journey would be. So while you got zero idea what the turnout would become, you war
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I’m just sitting here with my thoughts, wondering why things aren’t working out as planned. Could it be that I’m not hardworking enough or I’m just not lucky? Could it be that I haven’t stared into the darkness long enough to see the light? Could it be that I’m a little too pessimistic that I’ve
Zen… 