Zen…

I’m just sitting here with my thoughts, wondering why things aren’t working out as planned. Could it be that I’m not hardworking enough or I’m just not lucky? Could it be that I haven’t stared into the darkness long enough to see the light? Could it be that I’m a little too pessimistic that I’ve lost faith in hope or I’m way too optimistic that I’ve become so delusional about what life is actually all about?